July 26, 2012

Epitaph by an Unknown Poet



Traveler, do you not know
     how a poet lives beyond the grave?
You stand and read this verse:
     but it is I who speak.
As you read this work aloud,
     your living voice is mine.


Source: Life of Augustine by Possidius, c. 450 CE

July 17, 2012

"Margaret George" by Margaret George Davidson


Margaret George Davidson
1869-1897

 Moritura (She Who Is About to Die)


I am the mown grass, dying at your feet,
  The pale grass, gasping faintly in the sun.
  I shall be dead, long, long ere day is done,
That you may say: “The air, to-day, was sweet.”
I am the mown grass, dying at your feet.


I am the white syringa, falling now,
When some one shakes the bough.
  What matter if I lose my life’s brief noon?
  You laugh, “A snow in June!”
I am the white syringa, falling now.


I am the waning lamp that flickers on,—
  Trying to give my old, unclouded light
  Among the rest that make your garden bright.
Let me still burn till all my oil is gone.
I am the waning lamp that flickers on.


I am your singer, singing my last note.
Death’s fingers clutch my throat.
  New grass will grow, new flowers bloom and fall;
  New lamps blaze out against your garden wall:
I am your singer, singing my last note.

June 3, 2012

"Michael Kierkegaard" by Ueno Wayne

Michael Kierkegaard 1756-1838


Consider my case: a man who as a boy
Tending strangers’ sheep on Jutland Heath,
Hungry, lonely, numbed with cold,
Climbed a hummock and railed at God.

Was this the sin against the Holy Ghost,
To stand on a rock and curse the God
So stone-hearted as to afflict
A child already hungered and a-cold?

The memory of it never left me.
When in later life, God had blessed me--
Or cursed me--with riches, men’s esteem, 
And gifted children, demons lashed my soul.

I thought I’d sinned against the Holy Ghost. 
To stop my children drinking my despair,
I laid on them in their tender years
The strictest laws of piety.

Of my seven heirs, two boys lived. The elder 
Drank the black cup, gave up his bishopric. 
The younger--my Benjamin, my best-beloved--
Was also my Isaac, the one I sacrificed.

As his father I believed myself the cause of Søren’s
Melancholy, and Søren my son believed that he
Was the cause of mine. Melancholy men,
We were laconic. Never talked about it.


June 2, 2012

"Søren" by Ueno Wayne



I was my father’s Benjamin, his best-loved,
The one he sacrificed.
When he died I made my pilgrimage
To Saeding, Denmark’s poorest hamlet.

I had it in my mind to preach at Saeding Church
The Sunday next. My problem,
How to fill these men in a space so denuded.
My text, the feeding of the multitude.

Here all lies naked and exposed, no place
To hide oneself or hide one’s thoughts.
"Whither can a man flee from thy presence?"
Nowhere on this barren heath.

Outside the kirkyard, I found a tablet, 
Black, inscribed with gilt.
I stood a-stranged like a pawn in check
Where exiles sang remembering Zion.

By the lone larch tree on Jutland Heath
I knew myself as sheer reflection.
By the rivers of Babylon 
I learned to wield the dialectic.


May 20, 2012

"Are You Digging on My Grave?" by Thomas Hardy


Floor of Westminster Abbey



  "Are you digging on my grave,
My loved one? -- planting rue?"
-- "No, yesterday he went to wed
One of the brightest wealth has bred.
'It cannot hurt her now,' he said,
          'That I should not be true.'" 

"Then who is digging on my grave?
         My nearest dearest kin?"
-- "Ah, no; they sit and think, 'What use!
What good will planting flowers produce?
No tendance of her mound can loose
         Her spirit from Death's gin.' " 


"But some one digs upon my grave?
         My enemy? -- prodding sly?"
-- "Nay: when she heard you had passed the Gate
That shuts on all flesh soon or late,
She thought you no more worth her hate,
         And cares not where you lie." 


"Then, who is digging on my grave?
         Say -- since I have not guessed!"
-- "O it is I, my mistress dear,
Your little dog, who still lives near,
And much I hope my movements here
         Have not disturbed your rest?" 


"Ah yes! You  dig upon my grave . . .
         Why flashed it not on me
That one true heart was left behind!
What feeling do we ever find
To equal among human kind
         A dog's fidelity!" 


"Mistress, I dug upon your grave
         To bury a bone, in case
I should be hungry near this spot
When passing on my daily trot.
I am sorry, but I quite forgot
         It was your resting-place." 



May 5, 2012

"Atchi-baa-chan" by Paul Rector




“Paul and Keiko dropped by the other day. Can you believe it? They’re still calling me Atchi-baa-chan. That’s’cause I spent most of my time in the kitchen, the laundry, or in some other room (atchi), and I guess I was an old lady (baa-chan) to them.”
“Seems that Paul and his daughter, Jolene, decided to drop by for a visit during obon about 20-odd years ago. But they never made it. Somehow they made a wrong turn and ended up at the wrong cemetery. And the small Christian mausoleum they found certainly wasn’t ours!”
“Rumor has it that while they were there, Paul told Jolene all about me. He told her how Keiko’s mom and brother and sister could only see him as this graceless gaijin who could barely squeeze his knees under the kotatsu. He also told her how I treated him as simply another face at the dinner table. And he pointed out that his halting Japanese had seemed to confound the entire family, except for me. “
“And now, here he was, squatting awkwardly right in front of our mausoleum apologizing for what had happened years ago. I told him I was proud of him. I told him it’s the effort and intent of the visitor, not the results, that count up here. So what if he may have been a few kilometers off track? There was no unpardonable error. Dropping by like they did, even if it was at the wrong cemetery, was thoughtful. He and Jolene actually made quite a reputation for as far as any of us were concerned. And in the process they generated more smiles and laughter in this oppressively somber setting than there’d been here in years.”

Link to RLS
This link is probably broken. Paul Rector passed away in Gunma Prefecture, 23 Sept. 2012, at the age of 65. 

April 29, 2012

“Duncan MacDonell,” by Tait Rains, student, grade 11


I loved my house in Mexico.
I could be there
and let the thoughts in my mind
just drive
a   w   a   y   ,
like putting a bottle in the ocean
and watching it float 
farther
and father away from your ship
until finally you couldn’t see it anymore.
I missed my wife and girls
while I was away.
The more I saw my wife,
the more I fell in love with her.
Why were we divorced
if we were still in love?
Maybe she could tell you.
Oh those polo fields,
how I love to just go for a match.
If I do say so myself,
I was pretty impressive.
Like crabgrass in the lawn,
I eventually dominated 
those games.
How ‘bout them cocktails?
Never was I able to get myself to stop.
Only my 
d
e
a
t
h
could do that.